My life...

I'll describe the way I feel
Weeping wounds that never heal...

I feel like I'm going crazy...I close my eyes only for a moment...I wish I could disappear...

I feel like my wings are broken,I just whant to disappear ,this word somethimes is going so crazy that it make's me to go suicide ...Somethimes I hate myself ,somethimes I hate others ,I don't really know....
I don't whant to give up ,but i don't know really...the things that make's me happy that things that make me sad...the feelings inside me are going mad...People say I'm weird ,a monster but I know that I'm not...

I want to be happy ,I want to laught ,I want to have friends ,but....